Night of posts...

Sorry everyone! I'm going crazy tonight with the posting :)

Recent incoming information has caused me to re-think the rest of my life. I was planning to serve a mission, finish my bachelors at the U, go to med school at the University of Washington, do my residency for the required 3 years, and then repay the air-force for paying for med school and work for them for four years. That WAS my plan.

Now, I just have no idea. It's said the average college student changes their major around 8 times. I can testify. First, I wanted to do graphic design sophomore year, then I was all into business administration. Then on to accounting, then on to law school, back to accounting, then to accounting AND law school, then med school. Tough road behind me, but major boulders ahead.

I LOVE the thought of the medical field. I loved the environment during my internship, and I would love to be a surgeon of some sort. It's just SO interesting and my cup of tea. But, at the U, I would basically have to start over. The programs somewhat related to pre-med are four more years after I've already finished my associates, plus all the other stuff in the first paragraph. That would be the next 17 years of my life. I would be 36 when I'd be free and working for

myself.

Even if I didn't have to start over, 15 years. That's a long time. Now I have NO idea and have to schedule next semesters courses tomorrow afternoon... NOT excited and I have no clue what I should do. I think accounting would be fun, and fit me, but I'm just not sure if it's THE right thing for me. And, I don't know where to go to school after my mission. I still have a year's scholarship here at SUU, but BYU is like number 1 in accounting; but I know it'd be a killer.

So my life is in the air right now, and I have no idea where it's going to land. I need a good inspiring song right now. Any suggestions?